the unfolded story of sbp

fate is everything.

never once in my whole life had i ever thought that living in some boarding school in Malaysia would create wonderful memories besides having friends with totally different characters..

and as He always knew, i successfully survived for almost 2 weeks in SESERI although having to be parted temporarily from my beloved parents...

"Jihad (holy fighting in Allah's Cause) is ordained for you (Muslims) though you dislike it, and it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know."

(surah Al-Baqarah:216)

yes, indeed without no doubt He knows everything that suits you and never put you in a situation where you'll suffer till the end of life without His help if you always remember Him..

the point is 

"Therefore remember Me (by praying, glorifying, etc.). I will remember you, and be grateful to Me (for My countless Favours on you) and never be ungrateful to Me."

(surah  Al-Baqarah:152)

a very beautiful world created by Him, His wonderful fate destined for us, His unlimited range of knowledge surely cannot be compared to any of his creation..

the fact that He is the creator, should never makes you wonder what to be done to make things right, to mend things up and to connect the broken..

the main thing is make sure that you do 'amar makruf nahi mungkar'..that way you'll never lose your track and insyaAllah succeed in everything you are destined to do..

bear in mind that no one will always be there by your side, to listen to your thoughts 24/7, console you everytime necessary and grant your illogical wishes except for HIM the Almighty..

so, everyone out there!

stand up! make yourself proud! grab the golden award! make everyone dumbfounded (in a good way)!

NEVER EVER QUIT  because 'winners never quit while quitters never win!'

A definite answer..

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah for giving me the opportunity to decide for the best..

This decision also means that the parting is really going to happen..so soon without the slightest warning..it so happens that all four of us would go through our own path for a better future..

I can't say much here because all the feelings inside me will not be able to be described with just words..they are just so complex that sometimes confused my mind quite 'severely'..

I can only hope and pray for the unfolded story of the future with belief that He will always be there...whenever, wherever you are..

Love all of you! Salam..

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This dilemma had brought me into another world..a dark one..a black- pitched darkness that never once showed the stunning light...

I'll never know when this is likely to stop.yes, i admit it had somehow change me into  a 'mat jenin' guy..always day dreaming, lost in thoughts and cries over something even when i'm not sure what is the real reason i did that..still, i can't decide what's the best for me when the deadline is approaching and unknowingly hurting the inside of me..

I wanted to stay but at the same time i would like to experience the other part of the world..

DILEMMA..

happy bornday, yana!!

asslamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

before i begin this special ceremony let me present you a very common  thing you'll get on your birthday!
TADA!!!!

- there was a cake picture here haha -

isn't it gorgeous? yeah, i bet you'll say a very long 'WOOOOOOOOOW'!

didn't you? huh, i caught you red-handed..haha..

first of all, i'm not a good writer neither a good speaker..but, i really think i'm better in writing than speaking, so i decided to just express my thoughts about you on this wonderful day in this post..there's no doubt that i will do better when expressing love or anything else through writing..especially, in my own blog..sorry for crapping..

therefore, as a reminder, please accept all first draft slip and spelling errors cause there might be some...and i'll get something for your birthday..insya-Allah..just wait and see..

now, let us start the 12th day of January ceremony..(and the music start)

~ please click the play button, will you?

                                                          (credit goes to the owner of the video)

applause!! thank you! thank you!

as the organiser of this ceremony and being a wonderful sister indeed,  let me introduce you to our birthday girl!! liyana!!

i must admit that she's beautiful in her own way..she got the mesmerizing smile, gorgeous eyes and her sweet words that will melt your heart the moment she started to speak..

it is a blessing to have you as my sister and going through this complicated life had not been much easier without you by my side..i'm so thankful that i not only have a magnificent sister, but an amazing friend who stands by me and supports me by giving every piece of her heart..okay, that is a little bit of exaggeration..

thank you for you continuous love, care and prayers so that i can live a better life and insya-Allah achieve the best in hereafter..thank you for helping me overcome the hurdles through these years..

i wish you the best in life. someone like you can easily climb the ladder of success. i will support you in every way i can. and i wish you to have everything money can't buy, and money to buy everything else..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Piktchas..

Hey guys..Assalamualaikum.. How you're doing?

So, after all these posts in my blog..
Here, I present you my first post with pictures..
Just for your information, I captured all of them with my handy cam (though I can't have  the latest camera but still the pictures turn out well)
I guess it will be lots of them..
and do anticipate my 'kiut' face at the end of this post.. hehe..

Enjoy!!!!

These pictures were captured in Pangkor..

this is some kind of 'batu bersurat'

at 'kota belanda' or dutch fort

I don't know what country does the money represent for..

at a sate factory and yeah even the smell is yummy..

the forever alone guy.. ^-^

what kind of formation you wanted to do kids?

having fun..

 

the natural beauty - MAMA

( you look amazing in this pic mom! )

 

 

 

 

 the forever sweet couple..love them so much!!

and then we went Kelantan for 4 days trip.. missing grandma so much..

 

 

here she is!

loving that smile..

 

  

and finally this is me lin who only knows how to smile all by herself...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

as always the time are jealous of me.. so, I have to say goodbye now... bye2.. and assalamualaikum..

 

p/s: there's some technical problem I guess, and i'm sorry for that busybody picture..if only you can see the picture i'm talking about..
and i'm really hoping for something special tomorrow..

 



Questions

Assalamualaikum and good afternoon, ebelyone!

Seems like it has been ages since I wrote the last post, isn't it?
I've been wondering about the topic I should write in my blog..
But, it's not like I have many things to write about..
Plus, I think my broken English might just ruin the mode that should occur in your hearts when you read my post..
Funny, isn't it? because the whole purpose of creating this blog and sharing my stories with you is to improve my English..
But, the fact is there's no one that can give comments about my English, whether it has improved or maybe even become slightly better than the last time..

Let me take you back to the title.. Questions..
Lately, there are some questions that have been haunting me every single days and nights..
Oh, perhaps, I was exaggerating..

The questions are :
1. were they scared of me or was I being too timid?
2. if they were scared of me, what is the main factor?
3. if I was being timid, shouldn't they at least act as if I was not a stranger?
4. how could they ignore me and pretend that I was invisible or something?
5. how could they, all of them, not even one who dared to have a chat with me or even saying hello when they can do that freely with others?
6. am I really a STRANGER to you? am I?

parting isn't always easy..

WARNING : this post contains mainly about me and my emotional feelings..so for those who are having a hard time, just ignore this post cause it might worsen your day, I thought? btw, the choice is still in your hands.. so please, I beg of you, make a wise one..

Assalamualaikum my dearest readers!!

so, how's life? did it turn out the way you plan or did it happen to be better than your expectations? these questions require some subjective answers which vary for each person.. and if you feel like it, even at the very least to answer this question do leave your comments here.. they will be gladly accepted and are having probability to be replied of a 100%..yeah, I bet so.. (if, by any chance, you have ever wanted me to reply them)

I don't know why, but I just come to think of it..
to be exact before I slept, or actually it occurred after I've finished my 'Asr prayer, I realized that there is only 2 days left before the parting.. sob, sob.. I can't let it out of my empty mind and I can't really imagine how it will be to leave the teachers, my loving friends and the school itself.. I've left much of innocent memories there and now, I just have to leave it like that? how I wish I could use the 'time turner' and enjoy my time in school back then.. wishing for something impossible is not really worth it, right?

after being through all these wonderful years, now is the time for the painful part.. for the matter of fact, I really can't imagine the future.. cause it hurts and I feel like crying every single seconds when I think of it.. but then, sooner or later, I will have to face the reality and do what it takes to move on.. it sounds kind of hard and maybe it definitely will? oh, I really don't want to know or care about it..


dinie, ainatul, aina.. for all your love, assistance, kindness, foolish acts and cuteness (?) I want to thank you a million times, a trillion times or so (really, have you ever count how many times you thank someone ? cause I didn't and I will not to forever)..anyway, you have taught me about life, how there will be times when you're happy, sad, grateful, regret or even being secretive.. and not just that you have helped me going through it but also being there whenever or wherever I need you.. maybe you lack sometimes, so as me myself, cause we're humans not gods.. and we're not perfect.. I know you knew that but I still want towrite it out.. :)

if we're destined together, then insya-Allah we're going to be schoolmates (again!) or even roommates.. but it's kind of funny to think about it, though.. and this feeling of mine is hoping for us to stay close and stick together for the best is yet to come.. on the other hand, the feeling of us getting together is impossible keeps recurring in my head as time goes by.. and to be honest, i'm kind of scared...

surprisingly, this post still hasn't reach the end of it..

 for my classmates from form 1 to form 3, I would like to dedicate you my special thanks for letting me ride the best ship on earth, FRIENDSHIP..i will always recall these reminiscence in the future.. and for those who still don't know that i'm forgetful, well, unfortunately but undoubtedly I am.. so, if we're going to see or meet or something similar to those, please greet me first and don't ever let it cross to your mind that I am arrogant.. cause I've never been and will not be (insya-Allah)

for my great teachers, thank you for teaching me to be a person.. a good one.. I really appreciate your love, trust, commitment, dedication, scolds and laughters.. thank you for being there when I need you.. thank you for your continuous scolding that helped me to be better..( and trust me teachers, i'm not being sarcastic here, it's just that I know you did that because you love me, that you want the best for me ) and I thank you for that.. i'll be missing you and praying that you'll live a good life together with your beloved family.. may Allah bless you!!

for those who love me (if only you manage to find this blog and read this post) thank you for acknowledging my existence.. and I really appreciate it.. really, because i'm always being left out.. so, thank you.. hoping that you'll be happy and succeed in this life and hereafter..

for computerize commentators, thank you for your busy-bodyness in my blog.. though, I didn't really like your existence, your owner must be very desperate to make some ads and sell something.. well, it's their effort to succeed and why would I be mad at those brilliant people.. being able to make ads and asking indirectly towards internet users to read them is just as awesome as it could ever be!

and so 1 hour had just passed.. I took a long time to create this crap.. wonder how long will it takes for me to write something good.. need to improve my writing skill..

got to sleep now.. just for your information, it is currently 12.54 a.m now.. and so goodbye!