dreams came true (but not so true)

hello , assalamualaikum!!

i've been longing to write a post and keep you updated with my life story, so here i am.

3rd of march had finally revealed the 97's SPM results. a long awaited answer had somehow showed itself, which could had brought along tears of joy, screams and shouts. albeit, mine was as normal as it could had ever been.

if you people out there would  like to know how it really felt to be waiting for SPM results, here are the answers to your curiousity.
-a few days before the big day, you'll eventually become sleepless human, and most of you will change into nocturnal-habit-mammals
-your hands are likely to experience parkinson symptoms when someone remind you of the big day
-your emotions are quite mixed up and tears would sometimes solve your confusion feelings
-some of you could lose your appetite thinking of the upcoming results ( i didnt, though, cause starving is too mainstream)
-trust me, waiting for spm results are not going to be as relaxing as waiting for UPSR and PMR ones

whatever it is, be strong. have faith, man! you will always have Him, what more could you ask for? and the most important thing of all, always pray that you'll get what's best for you, and not what's best in everyone's eyes.

so, alhamdulillah, my dreams had finally came true. but not so true :) and because of the uncontained excitedness and a little bit of disappointment, being a camerawoman that day didn't went well as it usually is. despite all those, i praise Allah, for what is, what was and what will.

HAVE FAITH. THAT WAY, NOTHING CAN BRINGS YOU DOWN.

dak2 bahagia,
(alasan je, tapi suka selfie sebenarnya)

the not so grand result of ms alingggg

p/s: i'll just be my own school's best student- dreams finally came true, like sooooo true .teehee. ^^

#appreciationpost #buatciksyafiq #justduncry #butibetyouwill

assalamualaikum ;)

so today, as you could obviously see and read, this post is an appreciation post for a so-called enemy named after myself. what? like seriously? yeah, babe, seriously. ( it is not like my name is that uncommon, right?)

we were both destined to share the same name though hers is not the exact similar to mine. and as of what i can recall for now, we were most likely inseparable. like belangkas? we were schoolmates, classmates, bedmates, lockermates and so on. it is to the extent that i thought, were we married? astaghfirullahalazim. (itu melanggar fitrah , mohon dijauhkan)

there's too many things in my head, the myriad ideas of what i am going to write in this post. albeit, they were scattered and so not orderly arranged. cause you really don't  know how glad i was to have met such a friend like you. i wasn't just glad, i was beyond the feelings of ecstatic and grateful. that was how i really felt. (awwww, sweet-mweet like sugar in a pail-exaggerate)

for coping up with my whole one year of complete despair and crying, thank you.
for lending me your ears when i was desperate to spurt my words out, thank you.
for sharing the same thoughts, again and again, thank you.
for having to wake up early and get our turns for showers, thank you.
for your patience while putting me back alive after a 5 hours sleep, thank you
for backing me up when i was in troubles, thank you.
for staying up together at places i'd suggest, thank you.
and for your tolerance with my cold-hearted-friendship style, thank you. :P

the list may goes on forever like ever. though i wished i could have written more, the brutal feeling inside me is really uneasy right now, thus i stopped. i knew you knew me well, huh?

however, a single digit number has returned for our countdown to 3rd of march 2015. i am eager to meet you, but being nervous had almost covered up other feelings. i prayed that we could achieve the best, not just in the near future but also in the long run.

will hate you always, ms NURUL SYAFIQAH BINTI ROSLI

hanya background selipar pasar payang yang mampu aku sediakan.
mohon sabar.

walau muka kite besar, ni je gambaq kita bersama,
yang lain semua pelik. moga kekal hingga jannah ;)

Of Kuantan

and on bad terms

postponed

assalamualaikum, human.
(jawab salam hukumnya wajib, kay. and that depends on what creature you regard yourself is. only humans need to answer though )


ended january with a lot of occasions but somehow i concluded it as a 'birthdays' month. because of that i would like to apologise to mom and hilmi for not writing birthday wishes on blog, even if it never matters.

27 & 28 january. both mom and hilmi shared a birthday with a day's difference making them special in a particular way. however, since hilmi had had his first birthday as a married man, so i decided to bake a cake just for my mom. plus, she's a very special woman, mom, wife, daughter, daughter-in-law,grandma, mother-in-law in every way. and she deserves it

unfortunately, the rest of the small party made for mama is not suitable to be publicised. let us SHIRAZ cherish it, as it is.

basically, i just finished my driving practice in the circuit, thus my next class would be the real one- jalan raya. 'bukit' was tough and i really love the parking session. Z and S are probably at the same level of difficulty if you know what i mean. all in all, march is going to be the month of jpj test, wish me the best, kay?

as for last week, mama and i went back to kelate and i've got me some pictures. below are the proofs:

that particular baju i sew by myself

mamatok's house

mama- an angel in disguise :D

i bet that is all. but before i end my writing for today, let me promote my sister's blog- and yeah, she's a newbie. do visit and follow nurulainrs.blogspot.com  . and from the owner, alin, goodbye for now..

a narration

assalamualaikum!!

i just feel like writing, and for some good reasons, it is better than me sleeping on the bed like there's nothing to do at all.

you guys should have noticed it too, if this blog is my ig account, then, there would have been thousands pictures in it. you know what guys? i found a quote where it says that we should save some pictures for our rightful man, and do not just post all of them in instagram. that would be more blessed.

last saturday, we went to send my brother off to new zealand. 2015 is going to be his fourth year as a medical student, and yeah the parting was glum. all in all, me as the photographer of the day, did my job well. reward should be given, i say? :D

fated to meet dinie and ainatul, was a grace to my january. alhamdulillah, we went to the education fair in klcc and spent our seemingly short time together. two years, we were separated. but it proves that true frienship does not meet an end. and so do us, so i thank Allah for giving me such opportunity to befriended with these two wonderful girls.

every single one of us should encounter problems in our life. what more if it is related to decision making. and that is the main reason of me being here in front of the laptop, thinking of my unfold future, but ending up blogging and posting pictures.

whatever it is, i pray that He will ease. :D

happy 26th golden birthday :P

i can't really relate what's that golden word doing up there.

'89 born, automatically 26 years old in 2015.
third child of seven. first female, though.
big sister, tiny figure, huge ambition, amazing attitude.

yup, here's another birthday wish post to an incredibly busy doctor which unfortunately lost her insufficient weight due to work demand. stay strong, yana!

i know you don't have time to read much, so here's a really short wish to save your time reading and a video to make it more interesting.

> Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope. thus, we, the SHIRAZ wish you all the best in everything you do, may Allah bless us always, long live and keep that lovely smile on your pretty face, yeah :D happy birthday, miss NURLIYANA MASTURA BINTI RAZALI

salam 2015

salam 2015, people.

as of the first week of january, i went to apply for a driving license, and as He is the best planner, surprisingly, i met 3 friends of mine at the academy. albeit, when i think of it, there's just two driving academies in seremban, so there's a chance of 50% to meet some of my old friends living around here. all in all, i was just happy to have to meet them though i didn't even talk to anyone of them.

back to the picture up there, i intended to share this with you guys. yup, sometimes we do ask question that shouldn't be asked. yet, He had stated clearly in the Quran, that He knows what's the best for us. some of the questions are :-

- why don't i get good grades when i studied days and nights and even more than anyone else did?

- why don't i get to be the champion when i practiced 365 days a year?

- why can't i get married with someone whom i've admired for a long time?

- why can't i performed better in any fields i'm involved in?

- why can't i get all of the best things that had ever existed in this world?

humans aren't always perfect. some of those Qs were in my head too. but that was all in the past, never in the future- insyaAllah. 

Allah had never and will never stop loving us. be it when we are full of sins, He is still the most forgiving. Just don't put a question mark where He had put a full stop. :D

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