Finally, a graduate!

Assalamualaikum and hi readers!!

I don't even know how to start this, but here we go!

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, haza min fadli rabbi. On 21/4/2022, finally, I am officially graduated as a medical student! It still feels so surreal to be a medical graduate when all year round, I kept questioning why the hell did I choose medicine. But the journey of course doesn't end here. It just marks the beginning of another hectic phase of life, but before it all happens, I'm gonna enjoy my freedom and stress-free life as of now. I bet there'll be multiple entries following this, since I've postponed almost every stories that I've been meaning to share but yknow, the Pro 2 exam. So, do wait for it, and let's proceed with our gigantic story (yet).

We started our final battle on 6/4/2022. I remember telling yguys that I don't do dates, because I hate numbers. But somehow Pro 2 exam dates are just too terrifying to not be remembered. So, on that day we had our short case & long case exams (which are most probably the only type of examination we've been focusing on since they're face-to-face and, who on earth are not scared of vivas?). It made me anxious way long before it even started. But, alhamdulillah, I think I did quite well, given the nervousness and of course the vast medical field, He really helped me throughout. I got an O&G case for long case. I was tremendously blessed since my last posting was O&G. And that left me with medicine-based short cases; and He blessed me with such calm examiners and simple cases. I might've not been the best performer, but I did what I could with His help. The only examination we're prepared for is then over, but wait, we're not done yet! We still have 12 OSPEs, 20 SBQs and 100 SBAs. And mind you, though technically we have to pass all semesters to get to final year, our Pro 2 exam is solely based on this 4 days assessment. There's no carry marks whatsoever from any postings/years/semesters. It's 100% based on Pro 2 exam.

OSPEs were undeniably hard, but doable, but one thing that I'd like to say it out loud is : I do have eyes!! Why do you think we say we can't see the slides? You put us at the 6th row with all the first 6 rows left empty, and then you expect us to squint our eyes and try to see what's on the projector, seriously? Do you really think we questioned the seatings because we just wanted to make you feel miserable? Duh! (mujur lah exam masa puasa, saya berlatih untuk sabar, alhamdulillah). The next theory papers are just confusing. Genuinely baffling especially SBAs. I can definitely r/o 1 answer but that left me with the other 2, and most of the times I just followed my gut feelings. But, alhamdulillah I am finally a medical graduate!! 

Though I am not sure of what the future has in store for me, but all I can say right now is that I am really grateful for all who I am. And I really hope that I am able to further my studies and become a psychiatrist insyaAllah. Do keep my name in your prayers, kay? Who knows I'll become such a wonderful, cool, gorgeous psychiatrist amiinn :)))

So, here's a gallery of the White Coat Ceremony (WCC) for Oddityx on 21/4/22. Let's keep it here for future reference ceyhh :P

P/s: The writing was done 2 weeks ago-ish, but can only be posted when the pictures are in too! Happy reading :)

oh, the smiles :))))

papa no 1 - a very inspiring lecturer indeed <3

papa no 2 - dr antonio lah idola psychiatrist saya,
may I continue to have the same bright eyes and mind
whenever I joined his classes amiin!!

papa no 3 - a very well delivered speech sir,
I'd never get bored listening to it,
terima kasih mewakili suara bapa2 kami

papa no 4 - byk papa baru pd hari kejadian, sebiji spt anaknya.
Eh, anaknya sebiji spt bapanya hehe

speech jit pun nicee, well done bro!

syida nggak prnah menegcewakan, tq baybeh <3

eh boncits!!

duk sebelah budok bijok

one with kak husna aka husin aka mufti belgaum

hippocratic oath tachoddd

gambaq last dgn hbr huhu the GOAT

omey la semuaa

gambar spot me no 1

gambar spot me no 2 haha

one with dak sban baru, dulu bukan dak sban haha

one with adik enol maniss

one with ieka,,
ieka klu dlm dunia maya rasa cam putus kawan dah haha,
tp klu dlm dunia nyata ieka tetap ieka gituu

SG Drs in The Making dah jadi doctors!!

one with le postingmates, tq semuaa <3

one with pendengar setia, penasihat, kakak,
antara yg plg faham lah siapa alin ni hehe,
tqq sister jd kawan kitaa <3333

one with sue lah siapa lagi haha

awww, one with my roomate. 
tak lama kan kau terpaksa jd rumet aku haha,
tq babe sudi jd a part of my medschool story, 
nah aku hantar love byk sikit <33333

and the last sighting of belgaum aiport :(

and the last auto ride :(

sempat matchy2 ngei husin

tq auto uncles for all these years

one with kambing yg nazira tak suka,
kambing tu comel lahhh ishh

kambing pun sedih tgok tingkap bangalore

tips utk dpt mknn antara yg terawal ialah letak food allergy haha,
tp i mmg ada food allergy - peanut ngee
MAS ganti dgn kismis woo I loooikee

bye bb kuuu <3

New Year's trip

Assalamualaikum and hi readers!!! Welcome or welcome back to my blog ;)

So, here's another interesting story to be shared. 

I've just finished my end posting assessment for Pediatrics posting. Well, personally I think, that that wasn't my best, but I did what I could. And just like any other EOPs/exams, I usually realized it way too late, that the exams were going to be doable if only I read the books earlier hahah. If and only if. Countless regrets, but will always repeat the same mistakes lelz.

Anyways, before the final week of Paeds, we had 2 weeks of holidays! See? Even with those extra hours/days, I did a lot of things, other than studying, of course. Let's get started!!!

Impromptu trip

It wasn't that impromptu really haha. As someone who travels with quite detailed itinerary (before Covid comes), this could be the beginning of more unplanned trips? I agreed to join because, the immature me (more like lacking-life-experience me) would want to know and be involved in the new year celebration. I've never been in one, so I thought at the age of 24/25, I want to be a part of it. Little did we know, it could be that one disastrous decision ever made. Young and still learning; proven!

Fyi, the trip was supposed to be a 2 days 1 night trip, solely for food hunting and shopping. But things went left. Like left, left. :(

We reached Bangalore on 31st Dec morning, not knowing the new rules pertaining to Covid SOPs, because the surge in cases is seen in BLR. We went for breakfast like a king (read : queens) at Glen's Bakehouse, playing tourist in the city, shopping like we've got 'thick wallets', had lunch with just sushis (I swear my satiety level could not be satisfied with just sushis, I'm a proud Malay :)), continued shopping until the mall is ready for closing. We were hyped for dinner when we booked an Uber to our stay, but while waiting, our eardrums were close to rupture while our hearts were close to beating irregularly! Why? Out of nowhere, I saw a firework-like thingy behind me with super loud explosion, coming from an electrical sub-station! It was very sudden and someone could've died if they were near the pole! Wallahi, it was terrifying, especially knowing that we haven't prayed yet, and that we were spending hours leisurely in the shopping mall, for God's sake! But sth real sad, is waiting for us :((

It was at 10 pm of 31st Dec when we knew that a weekend curfew is newly implemented due to the surge of cases. Mind you, we were most probably on our 10,000th steps of the day (which was a rare occasion for me) since we went window shopping all day long, and with just sushi for lunch, I really looked forward for dinner that night. With rumbling stomachs, we were stopped by the policeman, asking about our reasons for staying out when we were supposed to stay in. I mean, how do we know? We were merely a group of tourist, ceyhh. So, we were 'released' and went straight to our hotel, and fyi, we only had several flavours of 'keropok' for dinner sobs.

We slept soundly though, despite our heavy hearts and empty stomachs haha. At least, we get to celebrate New Year's eve together, right? 

On 1st January 2022, we woke up to the fun thought of  Yulu rides. Yulu seems very interesting, with its striking blue colour especially in a big town like BLR. We thought Yulu is easily available, but it was not so. Thus, we walked to Starbucks, for multiple aesthetic shots, ceyyh. Then, we hopped on metro to Vidhana Soudha station, also for a short photoshoot session, and because Yulu rides were available there. The ride was super cool!! I loved it!! We loved it!! After playing tourist, we had our lunch at Thai House, it was scrumptious! We then proceed to Mantri Square Mall, with all of our heavy lugagges lelz, just to be well-informed, that staying out on New Year, is definitely not an option anytime in the future. There were so many people, and we eventually left the mall for Snow Ora. A couple of things happened (sad ones again) haha, but alhamdulillah we arrived in Belgaum in one piece, (or 4 pieces, 1 for each heh). And that's that! Here are some of the shots from the short trip to BLR as a medical student :)) Twas, a good one, gang! Thank you for this memory <3 

31.12.2021

last sleeper bus trip in india?

travelmate titewww

cantiknya biadadari nii

suko berfesyen budok berdua ni

pilih makanan2 tak sihat itu

being millennials..

sedapp, lapar lah pula sambil menulis ni

model2 celup

sushi mahai, vibe dia seram

felt cute ehehhe

the new year dinner

01.01.2022

eh baca tak faham2?

halah manisnyaa

the famous MG road

<3

<3

<3

sukaaaa!!

mata kecik ya hahah

ni muka lapar ya, muka pun macam telur

waiting for the bus

effort lighting director kitaa

langit malam bandar BLR

Our best shot :

sue ajar tikah posing

tikah implement

Anddd, before I bid goodbye, here's 2 shots (chosen from hundreds of shots) from another event (cececec) with my Gucci Gang held after the BLR trip. Adios, readers!!

hasil gubahan food avangers! ;)