purposely separated post

FRIENDS..

unknowingly, I have lived for 15 years with a bunch of friends.. consist of schoolmates, neighbours, campers..and recently, i have got quite a number of some new friends well-known as dorm mates..

all in all, among those memorable friendships created, there has always been this one relationship that could not get its way out of my mind, my heart and my soul..

unsurprisingly, it is the best-friend-forever-till-jannah relationship that got stuck in myself..

just to make them proud(?) , i don't know, just maybe, i'll list out their names..

1. ainatul
2. dinie
3. atira
4. aina

there, only 4 of them made their way into my heart and unexpectedly wishing to stay there till this very moment..not even one of them chose to move an inch or so to run away from this >

and to cherish those reminiscence from our sweet relationship, here i present you a bff song from youtube..credit goes to the owner of the song..

and for my dear ainatul, be strong friend! i know you can do it! and He knows you can do it!

don't you realize something, friend? you are stronger than me both mentally and physically..

that's why He sent you there! maybe you can't see these but never doubt His decision! because..

"Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope. He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. "Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error, our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us (Jews and Christians); our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us Forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Maula (Patron, Suppor-ter and Protector, etc.) and give us victory over the disbelieving people."

(surah Al-Baqarah:286)

i've already told you about this actually.. but to make sure it does have effects in you, i would like to dedicate this song as a motivation for you to move on..understand the lyrics and please ignore 'on us'..hehe..

credit always goes to the owner of the video..adios! assalamualaikum..

ainatul, dinie, aina : be strong, never forget to pray and i love you!
p/s: atira, i don't have any picture of you, but mind me, you are always in my heart!

the unfolded story of sbp

fate is everything.

never once in my whole life had i ever thought that living in some boarding school in Malaysia would create wonderful memories besides having friends with totally different characters..

and as He always knew, i successfully survived for almost 2 weeks in SESERI although having to be parted temporarily from my beloved parents...

"Jihad (holy fighting in Allah's Cause) is ordained for you (Muslims) though you dislike it, and it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know."

(surah Al-Baqarah:216)

yes, indeed without no doubt He knows everything that suits you and never put you in a situation where you'll suffer till the end of life without His help if you always remember Him..

the point is 

"Therefore remember Me (by praying, glorifying, etc.). I will remember you, and be grateful to Me (for My countless Favours on you) and never be ungrateful to Me."

(surah  Al-Baqarah:152)

a very beautiful world created by Him, His wonderful fate destined for us, His unlimited range of knowledge surely cannot be compared to any of his creation..

the fact that He is the creator, should never makes you wonder what to be done to make things right, to mend things up and to connect the broken..

the main thing is make sure that you do 'amar makruf nahi mungkar'..that way you'll never lose your track and insyaAllah succeed in everything you are destined to do..

bear in mind that no one will always be there by your side, to listen to your thoughts 24/7, console you everytime necessary and grant your illogical wishes except for HIM the Almighty..

so, everyone out there!

stand up! make yourself proud! grab the golden award! make everyone dumbfounded (in a good way)!

NEVER EVER QUIT  because 'winners never quit while quitters never win!'

A definite answer..

Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah for giving me the opportunity to decide for the best..

This decision also means that the parting is really going to happen..so soon without the slightest warning..it so happens that all four of us would go through our own path for a better future..

I can't say much here because all the feelings inside me will not be able to be described with just words..they are just so complex that sometimes confused my mind quite 'severely'..

I can only hope and pray for the unfolded story of the future with belief that He will always be there...whenever, wherever you are..

Love all of you! Salam..

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This dilemma had brought me into another world..a dark one..a black- pitched darkness that never once showed the stunning light...

I'll never know when this is likely to stop.yes, i admit it had somehow change me into  a 'mat jenin' guy..always day dreaming, lost in thoughts and cries over something even when i'm not sure what is the real reason i did that..still, i can't decide what's the best for me when the deadline is approaching and unknowingly hurting the inside of me..

I wanted to stay but at the same time i would like to experience the other part of the world..

DILEMMA..

happy bornday, yana!!

asslamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

before i begin this special ceremony let me present you a very common  thing you'll get on your birthday!
TADA!!!!

- there was a cake picture here haha -

isn't it gorgeous? yeah, i bet you'll say a very long 'WOOOOOOOOOW'!

didn't you? huh, i caught you red-handed..haha..

first of all, i'm not a good writer neither a good speaker..but, i really think i'm better in writing than speaking, so i decided to just express my thoughts about you on this wonderful day in this post..there's no doubt that i will do better when expressing love or anything else through writing..especially, in my own blog..sorry for crapping..

therefore, as a reminder, please accept all first draft slip and spelling errors cause there might be some...and i'll get something for your birthday..insya-Allah..just wait and see..

now, let us start the 12th day of January ceremony..(and the music start)

~ please click the play button, will you?

                                                          (credit goes to the owner of the video)

applause!! thank you! thank you!

as the organiser of this ceremony and being a wonderful sister indeed,  let me introduce you to our birthday girl!! liyana!!

i must admit that she's beautiful in her own way..she got the mesmerizing smile, gorgeous eyes and her sweet words that will melt your heart the moment she started to speak..

it is a blessing to have you as my sister and going through this complicated life had not been much easier without you by my side..i'm so thankful that i not only have a magnificent sister, but an amazing friend who stands by me and supports me by giving every piece of her heart..okay, that is a little bit of exaggeration..

thank you for you continuous love, care and prayers so that i can live a better life and insya-Allah achieve the best in hereafter..thank you for helping me overcome the hurdles through these years..

i wish you the best in life. someone like you can easily climb the ladder of success. i will support you in every way i can. and i wish you to have everything money can't buy, and money to buy everything else..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Piktchas..

Hey guys..Assalamualaikum.. How you're doing?

So, after all these posts in my blog..
Here, I present you my first post with pictures..
Just for your information, I captured all of them with my handy cam (though I can't have  the latest camera but still the pictures turn out well)
I guess it will be lots of them..
and do anticipate my 'kiut' face at the end of this post.. hehe..

Enjoy!!!!

These pictures were captured in Pangkor..

this is some kind of 'batu bersurat'

at 'kota belanda' or dutch fort

I don't know what country does the money represent for..

at a sate factory and yeah even the smell is yummy..

the forever alone guy.. ^-^

what kind of formation you wanted to do kids?

having fun..

 

the natural beauty - MAMA

( you look amazing in this pic mom! )

 

 

 

 

 the forever sweet couple..love them so much!!

and then we went Kelantan for 4 days trip.. missing grandma so much..

 

 

here she is!

loving that smile..

 

  

and finally this is me lin who only knows how to smile all by herself...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

as always the time are jealous of me.. so, I have to say goodbye now... bye2.. and assalamualaikum..

 

p/s: there's some technical problem I guess, and i'm sorry for that busybody picture..if only you can see the picture i'm talking about..
and i'm really hoping for something special tomorrow..

 



Questions

Assalamualaikum and good afternoon, ebelyone!

Seems like it has been ages since I wrote the last post, isn't it?
I've been wondering about the topic I should write in my blog..
But, it's not like I have many things to write about..
Plus, I think my broken English might just ruin the mode that should occur in your hearts when you read my post..
Funny, isn't it? because the whole purpose of creating this blog and sharing my stories with you is to improve my English..
But, the fact is there's no one that can give comments about my English, whether it has improved or maybe even become slightly better than the last time..

Let me take you back to the title.. Questions..
Lately, there are some questions that have been haunting me every single days and nights..
Oh, perhaps, I was exaggerating..

The questions are :
1. were they scared of me or was I being too timid?
2. if they were scared of me, what is the main factor?
3. if I was being timid, shouldn't they at least act as if I was not a stranger?
4. how could they ignore me and pretend that I was invisible or something?
5. how could they, all of them, not even one who dared to have a chat with me or even saying hello when they can do that freely with others?
6. am I really a STRANGER to you? am I?