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Assalamualaikum and hi people!!!!

I don't know whether any post from this website has ever excites anyone, but I do hope this 'comeback' could add some colors into our daily ordinary life. Hehe. And I would like to use this opportunity to write about something certain, especially in this time of uncertainties. And believe me or not, most of us are doing it quite frequently since this pandemic, which is talking about our past :)

Alhamdulillah, for the peace of mind and stability of emotions I have for the time being, and to be able to write a post now, is definitely a big achievement for me. Though frankly speaking, I am still not sure of my chart of progress but I do know that I am in a very slow process called growth. And by that, no matter how tiny my improvement is for a day, I would love to wake up tomorrow just to be someone better than I was the day before. InsyaAllah.

Before I go on reminiscing about my 'certain phase' of life; the past, I'd like to make it clear that I am that kind of person who loves collecting, grouping and making sure that every picture or video related to my family or friends are in the 'Picture' folder in my laptop, and some of them are in my precious hard disk. 

As someone who loves being photographed (hehe) and definitely worshipped photography ;)) , I am very particular when it comes to naming the folders. To add to this personal fact about myself, even before the pandemic, I'd always spend time going through the pictures and videos from different phases of my life. I'd scroll and scroll to go to places I've been to, to remind myself of what helped me be who I am today, to visualize those happy and unhappy moments, to not forget the journey to reach this point of life, to be able to reconnect with my past so as to be more appreciative of the present. I'm not sure if these reasons make any sense to you, readers, but do know too, that I am such an 'amnesiac' when it comes to recalling my own past or memories. But to be able to pull myself together during hard times, using this simple method, is very calming and reassuring. Come what may, for I'll push through it, no matter what it takes, insyaAllah.

So, as I was saying, I was going through the folder named 'Med Year 4', and the subfolders are all related to when I started Semester 7 with Commed until now. It's quite a big folder compared to the previous 3 folders of the same name, but different number, as my Year 4 in medical school is still incomplete hehe. With that being stated, I'd like to share some of the happy moments I had, under the subfolder named 'random20' and 'posting'. 

As a quite self-centered writer (I knew I'm not a good one), I know that this entry might not be sth beneficial for some of you. And of course, you may leave this page knowing that very fact huhu. But before you go, know that these moments of uncertainty too shall be embraced like any other phase of life. No, I'm not saying that it's easy but it's not beyond what we can bear, insyaAllah. And most importantly, always be attentive to what we have at present, because even if it's unpleasant sometimes, we can never redo these moments ever again. Make full use of it, enjoy it, so that when we look back to the past, some time in the future, we can be proud of ourselves, and not feeling regretful. 

YOU are a very very strong soul, you do know that, right? (fist bump virtually)

With that, I shall now begin my 'subfolder' sharing :D

Fuh, ni bukti penting, setelah 'dibelasah' teruk.
Mujur kena belasah dgn zet, terus jadi bearable huhu,
alhamdulillah

Dr kesayangan syaz hehe.
Posting paling pendek, paling susah
tapi paling menarik juga, utk syaz. 
Untuk saya, no comment wkwkwk

Memang rezki awal tahun 4 semua posting byk kena gi kampus,
bergambar depan kampus mcm satu kewajipan pula haha

Ada juga kenangan posting Fammed, 
apa nama klinik ni eh haha lupo

Ni masa gi rehab centre kan?
Beraktiviti di bawah terik mentari uols

Power Dr kita.
Sentiasa mahu beri yang terbaik untuk komuniti,
thumbs up!!

Eh, sempat jadi puteri haha

Fammed best sbb Dr2 tak pernah
tak bersemangat, esp Dr Nilesh

Depan KMC, dgn Dr paling berdedikasi :)

Dgn Che Nur, yang taktahu nama penuh saya haha

Ni kat pusat rx Tb, HIV kan? 
(saya taktahu saya tanya sapa sebenarnya haha)

Somangek discuss takut kena belasah 

Ni tempat pasal food nak tahu ada
permissible colouring or whatnot

on a rare occasion, saya bangun awal,
untuk capture kecantikan ciptaan Tuhan,
dari tingkap 321

Pak rajin sobat

Masuk kedai buku, discuss apa ntah haha

Bunga-bunga kehidupan

Ni salah satu event yg takde kaitan dgn saya,
tapi dorg paksa pergi,
sorry penganjur, bukannya takmau pi,
tapi saya tak join sports apa pun haha.
Niat nak main pingpong Samudera ni,
sbb tak perlu ada harsh contact with opponents
in a single court,tup tup, pingpong cancel haha.
Saya lah org paling tak aktif dalam USMKLE :))

Muka bersinar pon xpe, ni perkenalkan
clerking partner paling dicintai,
taktahulah dia suka ke tak clerk dgn saya haha

Ada ostajah uols, dapat ke tak aura positif tu?

m2j kitaaa

Pergh puree yang dirinduii

Bee ajak dating, pahtu, order air lemon kot,
not knowing KFC only served lemon masala,
dio pom minum sambil tutup hidung,
macam makan obat uols

Ni rumah yg kita numbering masa CFCS!

On a rare occasion too, bila i join futsal haha.
I suka jadi GK sebab takkan terlanggar orang haha.
And everyone were so concerned about me berpeluh
 with my eczema, I sempat berkipas di tiang gol gais.
These are my sweet fwensss

Pergh pelik2 je tahun ni ya,
sempat ada gym membership lagi,
pastu join hiking ntah kat mana ahah

Oh, dah sampai tempoh pandemik, 
I bergambar bersama presenters mantul,
ENT was challenging gais,
AND IS STILL huwaaa

Bidadari singgah rumah alhamdulillah

Bfast dgn bidadari n fatimah comeii do'oh

Andd fatinah jadi puan!!!
Kitorg tak sempat tolong neves
sebab sampai pun lambat, sorry tinah.
Syukur dpt buli kinah kejap haha

Kelik kelate sokmo haha, pahtu gi dderak aduh

Tak pernah tolong celebrate, syukur boleh buat huhu

Ati je nak bergambar. 
Gi ganu best gais, sebab tempat lepak sure tepi pantai,
bunyi ombak deru angin tu masyaAllah.
Nak rumah tepi pantai Ganu lah huhu

Bye org Ganu, moga baik2 saja ya <3

Tepi pantai lagi alhamdulillah

Gambar ni unedited ya, sorry la lighting ahha,
but surely it deserves to be here :)

Saya yang suka cakap tanpa henti tu -_-

And that sums up this entry I guess? Knowing that I am not in this alone, and knowing that this is just a tiny bit of my God-knows-how-many-wonderful years I've got in this temporary life, I'll be good, insyaAllah. Till our next post? Assalamualaikum, dear readers! Have a good day, month and years ahead!!!!

Andalus 2020 - part 5

Assalamulaikum and hi readers!!!

How are you? I hope you are in the best of health and may the odds be ever in your favour.

So, I've decided to finally write the last part of my journey of Andalus 2020. The trip was in January but it took me 5 months to actually complete the storytelling huhu. Forgive me, dear me :)

Egypt wasn't part of the trip at first because Andalus 2020 was aimed to include these 3 countries only; Spain, Portugal and Morocco. While discussing about the trip, we realised that to stay within our budget, we had to buy a return flight ticket with ~12 hours transit time, thus on the way back to India, we had a short trip/visit to Egypt!!

E.G.Y.P.T. This country could have been my first vacation destination with my parents back in 2014. But we plan and He plans, and He is always the Best Planner. That trip was supposed to include Abah, Mama, Ati and me, but because of the country's crisis and my parents were quite worried about my SPM (Because we could've been stucked in the country or whatnot, but nothing bad happened to my family, alhamdulillah). I guess, the vacation was not part of my 'rizq' anyways. My biggest anticipation was to visit my sister's university; Cairo University, where she spent the whole 6 years studying Medicine. She was one of our biggest inspirations after all hehe. And though to this date, I am still not sure of His reasons, but I believe He knows what's best for us in any given time :)))

Since we have a very short amount of time to move from one place to another in Egypt, we've hired ourselves a tourguide. It was a good decision, though I'd not recommend the same tourguide for myself hehe. The visit was in fact a tough period for me as tons of unsettled matters were in my head; the lack of sleep, the unstoppable crave for rice and home-cooked meals, the unbearable unhealthy skin, the supreme heat of Egypt, the caution we have to take towards any possible pickpockets, the terrible mood and the list goes on.

P/s: I hope the next time I'm in Egypt, it's going to be a memorable one, amiin, insyaAllah

My #7 tip: A 12 hour transit isn't that long actually, taking into consideration the hours we need to spare for immigration process into/out of the airport. And considering the huge number of people in the airport, it was quite a bad idea being here hehe. But if you happen to have more than 15 hours transit time, you may/may not explore the transit destination, if it's worth it. That depends on you okay? But in my opinion, like any other trips, I'd feel more exhausted mentally, physically &emotionally towards the end of the trip and eventually the anticipated excitement wasn't really there huhu. Instead of enjoying the trip, all I did was staring into the space aimlessly lol. My bad :))

Places we visit: Great Pyramid of Giza, Al-Azhar University, Nile River, bazar Khan-el Khalili

kakak ni kan kalau tgok muka dia dari pertama kali kenal sampai sekarang

sma je, tak berubah pun, mmg awet muda ke sis?

unta

makanan kat sini padu, tapi takde mood nak makan haha,

makan satay pastu kenyang,

lebih2 tu kita pass kat orang lain lah,

makasih temen2

suasana majlis ilmu dalam masjid al azhar ni umpama bayangan

yang jadi realiti, subhanallah

kalau sesat satu hal pula haha

perempuan shopping pun strees, tak shopping pun stress haha,

yang pakai baju hitam nampak effort sikit la nak faham shopping style perempuan,

yang jacket merah dari awal sampai sudah pening haha

husna picit apa tu

nak senyum pun rupa macam takmau haha

gambar ni mcm gambar abah masa 2014 in cairo hehe

And that sums up pretty much everything I'm able and would like to share with you, readers, I hope it can benefit you in any possible ways. Looking forward to my next Allah-knows-when-trip if the condition, time and budget allocation permits hehe, insyaAllah. Till then :)

Andalus 2020 - part 4

Assalamualaikum people!!!

So, here's the second last part of Andalus 2020 and I hope I am not too late for this. (Read: I hope I can still remember the details huhu)

3/2/2020 (Marrakech)

At this point in time, the amount of eagerness to go back to our second home aka Belgaum was really huge. We were up for Subh alhamdulillah and went back to sleep right after the prayer. It was definitely because of the incident the night before. Everyone was preoccupied with the laundry, drying, cooking, etc. We did all of that at around 2-3 am and especially for me, I did not have a second thought when reaching for my pillow and blanket right after Subh (forgive me for doing so Allah huhu). Strolling around in Marrakech was quite challenging because of the heat, so my best advice would be, do bring along your heat-protective equipments like the sunshades, your big hats or even umbrellas, just to make you feel less hot, though it won't do much honestly :)

 My #7 tip : Respect each other's decision. Even when they're illogical and tiring, always try to fulfil those deepest wishes, cause we never knew which kindness/sacrifices made will be accepted by Him. But, believe me, it's not that easy :) Nevertheless, I've seen this one girl's act ever since we befriended, and she made me realised that being kind to everyone all the time is not impossible. Thank you, amazing girl!

Places we visit : Medina of Marrakech (the town while we're in search for currency exchange shops), Koutoubia Mosque

cantik kan?

jauh jalan nak pi masjid ni, dah sampai , taknak masuk pula haha

berapa banyak kali dah kena camni, sakit jiwa haha, 

muka je boleh tampal senyuman, hati ini siapa yang tahu?

mood: sad

affect: happy

niat nak solat kat masjid ni, tapi takde rezeki, so duduk la kejap dalam masjid, 

tiba2 ada sorang pakcik panggil, dahlah pakcik cakap dlm bahasa dia , nganga semua, 

tapi gesture pakcik macam ajak ikut dia, so we followed our guts and ikut pakcik, 

ternyata beliau seorang bilal, dan subhanallah, 

tak sangka dapat rezeki tengok bilal azan depan mata dalam menara azan sendiri

live beauty 

ni pun ada kisah, nak cerita ke tak eh?

yang penting, kami happy sebab dapat makan dajajatun

 (satu2nya perkataan arab yg sy dapat kat morocco ahah)

tak sangka KFC boleh sesedap ni, hargailah makanan anda

dalam train ke destinasi terakhir, nak amik gambar pemandangan, 

tapi pakcik masuk sekali

pakcik terjaga sebab bunyi kamera ke? maafkan saya huhu

4/2/2020 (Casablanca)

Casablanca isn't as popular as others, but we were here because of the flight. Anyhow, we were captivated by the beauty of Hassan Thani Mosque and the sea by the mosque. And believe me, behind this smooth-sailing storyline, many things are left untold. It was part of the joy and sorrow (not that sorrow lah hehe, no worries) of travelling just like any other vacation stories.

My #8 tip : I believe this is the most beneficial tip of all haha. If you love being photographed and capturing moments, do be picky of your travelmates. Ensure that at least one of them could be your loyal photographer, who's capable to give you beautiful shots despite your many flaws hehe. I mean who doesn't have flaws? I do and I'm proud of it. Us; the twin, even studied through YouTube on how to pose, what would be the best angle and all those minute (unimportant) points hehe.

Places we visit : Hassan II Mosque

Emmmm, till then?