Thursday, January 18, 2018

Qwertyuiop

In the midst of pitch-black night, cold breeze whistling through, a girl wandered in her plain thought.

B: Can I take a break from studying?
G: But you still have a lot cover, dear.
B: But G, we did a lot of revision these 2 days, please?
G: Hmmmm,,
B: Pleaseee
G: Fine (rolling eyes), but you have to set your time limit, do we have a deal?
B: I'll try my best, G. Thank you for letting me be, ;)
G: Go settle your unfinished business and make to sure to be back on track ASAP
B: Mmuaaahhhh

The wind still blew, the pitch-black night is dark still. But the thing is, what am I crapping? Just for the sake of writing a post, that much of a discussion had to be done in this little head of mine. It involves components, to name a few - cerebrum, cerebellum, brainstem, spinal cord (#donerevision, haha) Sorry, I had to do the gibberish-talk here.

Since I am restricted to a time limit, let us do some quick throwback sessions. Do change the URL to sth else, if you do not wish to read the rest of this less-interesting post, okay? Even a minus point added, the throwback session is so random even I can't relate, Assalamualaikum

muka bila tgh rancang sesuatu yg x berapa nak baik ;D




maryam+bantal+muka nasib baik mmg comel


syerah, are you annoyed?
copek la ceghito apo mama abah cakap

reaction maryam billa kena amik gambar tapi mata masuk habuk


ati jual satay

dua2 comel la jugaaak


ini pon manyak comel ooo

model tak berbayar ktm senawang, ;)



sapa hantar rombongan meminang ni? OEMJI!

neelofa bagi kek kat ai uols, uols ada?

hani-handmade choc cake, sodap yakmat

afza handmade pizza also for my bday, tq jaaa

read : sana halia, alin!
me : mana halia?

tq jamu aiiii

ada org ss, sbb takut tgok pose ai,
i je ke tak kisah? haha

bhaiya yg tulis je paham

latih diri

ana rasa mcm baru grad.
dalam hati : inikah perasaannya?
ezzwan gemukkkkkkk

setiap gambar tinah adlh dlm keadaan dia tgh makan,,
gigih makan

rasa mcm dpt pizza dr kawan tempe, sbb wish dia gitu haha.
tq, rumettttt ( ai ada byk rumet)


kata dah random, tp nasib dedua comel

model berbekalkan cahaya matahari terang menyuluhi bumi

 fake laugh photos are always at its best

mana bee?

nmpk cam tenang je semua, tapi tgok ni!
i was pushed to the ground you know?
(+- unsur tokok tambah bagi menyedapkan cerita)

rinduuu Dr, mana afiqah?

puteri turun dari kayangan bawa botol susu

been on this, left my heart, experienced tachycardia, best tapi

awat blur? ini zaman sekolah lagi.
sekarang dah tua. even trip dgn kwan2 pun, i was called "mom",
takdelah sampai tahap nenek time tu.



Friday, January 12, 2018

You

I didn't intend to write a post. But, this one news, made me lost in my thoughts, and I have to pour it out somehow.

True. Things happened. Time ticks. People ages. History created.

But, to what extent, we can actually confront unexpected situations, unwritten & untold stories, unimaginable yet possible, unbelievable yet real? The question will still be left hanging since like someone said, we can't really 'put ourselves in others' shoes', unless and until we are in the exact same situation. It is always, always easier said than done.

But, undeniably too, if we knew how beautifully Allah had planned, sketched, coloured our plain life, we could possibly do nothing other than crying. Crying for knowing how merciful Allah is. Crying while asking what do we do that we deserve such kindness & blessings? Crying to express how grateful we are as His servant.

Allah mentioned in (2:286), how He'll never burden us beyond what we can bear. So, let us put our hands up and pray.

'Oh Allah, test me with things I can bear. Test me when I'm ready to face it. And when the time comes, help me with Your strength, Allah. Hold my heart in a place where it can never ask for more. Hold it in place, so my heart can accept & be patient with it. May everything happens, for the betterment of ummah (me). And may this borrowed heart, always put Your love above others'


So dear friend. You are so dear. That I was almost speechless when I heard such a news. It's like losing my own. Just so you know, you are a good friend, so I don't really have to guess how your family would be like. And I believe, that is why Allah fetch him on 'Sayyidul Ayyam'. He'll be blessed, insyaAllah. And my pray goes for your lil brother, in hope that his soul will rest amongst the righteous. Aminn. Stay qawiy, bro!!