Monday, December 4, 2017


Hey there! Assalamualaikum!

Alhamdulillah, after a very long period of sedentary lifestyle, (I did some zumba exercise though, in between) I finally got the chance to play volleyball. Many says that volleyball is unsuitable for me, since my arm size is just the same as a flat plank. Anyhow, since it does not require any scrambling, it is one my most anticipating games. I still did well as a server, & might be in need of help to improve my digging skills. Above all, yesterday was awesome.

Improving? So, how's the title related to this post?

Mind me. I'm self-reflecting. And may you got 'ibrah' from this writing.
As insulting as we could be, those who are not trying to improve for the better, are more insulting.
Albeit, no one says that getting out of our comfort zone is an easy task. We might fall, hurt ourselves here & there, or might even give up halfway to our goal. Hence, do not forget to channel every piece of faith we have in Him.
That way, even if there's failure, lacerated wounds, unhealed ill-feelings, we won't be questioning of what's happening? Instead, we'd be as calm as the sea, braving the high tides, like no one else could.
Believe me.

seronok banyak free time kat malaysia hhu

This is another story. We spent two days and a half, sketching, painting, repaint where there's errors, finishing up other people's work, to obtain such wonderful result. Am really not a creative-minded girl honestly, but am always happy to be able to help, InsyaAllah. In fact, all of us (we're 10 in total) did the sketching, but in the end, Afza still draw to her own creativity. The only thing that I sketched & was drawn exactly like the original idea was the curry puff. Haha. "Nevermind, at least there's one"-said Alin while consoling Fadzlin.

And here's the most-unexpected-colourful-memorable-fun-tiring-messy-time consuming piece of art by us. Thank you for all the support.

ada yg MIA. tinggal kami yang setia lebih sikit.

Tuesday, November 21, 2017

Where have you been?

Guess what am I doing here? To be honest, there still is a pile of unsettled revision, unfinished work, undeciphered  lectures. Ughh, what a life.

Somehow, He taught me not to give up on Him even when I thought that it's impossible to be done. It is always hard to go against others, but it is always more difficult to go against ourselves. Reflect. There must be flaws along the journey. Reality hurts, so does pretence. Do not deviate. Do not fall. Keep putting on effort. Do not stop. He'll help you through, insyaAllah.

Assalamualaikum, readers. There's absolutely no outpour of ideas coming from my head these days. I do want to write, but, "Hey, idea! Where have you been?"


Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Out of norms

6/11, 09:45 am

Sifatnya aku puji,
Kasihnya aku cari,
Perhatiannya aku ingini.

Selalu tersenyum penuh misteri,
Walau hati sering teruji,
selalu melebihkan dari diri sendiri,
untuk melindungi yang disayangi.

Kadang harungi liku berduri,
Kadang jatuh kerana tersakiti,
Kadang mengalh saat tempuhi,
Namun yakin pada Ilahi,
Pasti ada hikmah yang tersembunyi.

Kita bukan seorang diri,
Yang menyayangi jangan mandiri,
Yang kurang peduli tukar strategi,
Sumbanglah pada komuniti Islami.


Jatuh lagi?
Tidak mengapa, bangun!

Kau kuat, Dia ada.

7/11, 11:45 am

Siapa aku?
Manusia hina yang banyak dosa,
Manusia biasa cetek ilmunya,
Manusia keji kerana kata2nya,
Manusia banyak berlambak kurangnya.

Memang bukan sesiapa,
Bukan bidadari dari syurga,
Bukan juga terjaga amalnya.

Mungkin aku,
Juga jauh dari Dia,
Juga bergeluman dengan noda,
Ya,  aku hina.

Mungkin aku,
Melatah tak tentu hala,
Berfikir hanya setengah kilometer,
Sedangkan destinasi masih jauh gila.

Jadi, aku?
Berjalanlah sesudah bertatih,
Berlarilah sesudah berjalan,
Pecutlah andai bersedia,
Ambil kira semua,
Dia sentiasa ada.

Sunday, October 22, 2017

Goa feat Girlfriends

Yay, I'm back. *a round of applause as bg music*

Assalamualaikum peeps. So, here's the thing, I should be doing my editing work instead of writing, but I just can't find the mood to do that. I guess my boss' head is burning inside out due to my delayed progress. For that, I'm sorry big boss, I'll try harder (I'll have it done by tonight #apromisetomyself).

A whole week of holiday had come to an end. A week's time isn't really long and to say that it was spent in vain, would probably be wrong. At the very beginning, I actually planned to explore Mumbai/Bombay, but as time goes by, I felt like I need some time to catch up with the syllabus, what with the crammed theories, I was surely in need of revision. Plus, there's really a countable lectures of which I didn't fall asleep in. So, it's my payback time, for my better future. Then, the idea was denied flatly after taking into account all consequences (mcm byk sgt consequencesnya).

Am still in a process of knowing and understanding myself when I realized, I can't stay in hostel for a week's time! I need to do sth about this! I just can't!
Here comes the middleman : Husna, Ema, Izyan & Hanisah. To cut a long story short, I went to Goa for the second time ,haha. Can't do anything about this since we weren't able to play watersports when we first stepped our feet in Goa. And here goes my Goa journey; Goa feat Girlfriends.

Woke up in time to prep for the trip. Everything went well except that we didn't get signed permission from he-who-must-not-be-named. To avoid getting scolded and whatnot, we used the Mess' back door and waited for our driver who promised to be there by 7 a.m. 15 minutes passed, 30 minutes passed and the clock struck 8. The owner's excuses include my best driver won't answer calls while driving, my best driver drives very carefully plus his Ramdev Restaurant is "50 minutes" away, how annoying was that. On top of that, our driver came smiling to his ears, maybe in hope that his mistake was going to be forgiven.

And the journey begins. At first, the annoyed us weren't really interested in engaging a conversation with Sakha. But, as clock ticks, we tried to be as friendly as we can. We were taken to Harvalem Waterfall to appreciate one of His best creations while filling up our stomachs. Then, we continued to travel though the tortuous road. No one was badly affected but Bee did act like she was having morning sickness, haha. I'm sorry, dear.

Two rooms were booked in Jacinta's by the beach guesthouse, and the condition were extremely clean, just like what the reviews mentioned. We had our lunch before heading to Baga beach. As per our plan, we should be enjoying watersports on Monday evening. To our surprise, the price was quite expensive in Baga beach, so we decided to take a look at Calangute/Candolim/Anjuna Beach. Nope, they are 3 different beaches okay.

Thus, with the unmistakably ticking clock, we spent our time together, splashing water to each other while watching the beautiful sunset (am still sad because I can't capture the view, blame Hanisah please).

Ended our first day in Goa with a great dinner in a Punjab Restaurant. The funny part is that, our driver was at the opposite side of the road when we came out for our car. He was wearing his eye-catching orange shorts just like before. Funnily enough, with those bright pants (obviously we can spot him in milliseconds) he actually tried waving his phone's torchlight to make his position even more obvious than it should have been. Haih, Sakha (#hgmmgpelik)

Woke up to the knock sounds on the door, performed Subh prayer, had our breakfast before waking up Sakha (he really love sleeping, susah nau nak bangun). We told him to drive us to a non-veg restaurant, he sighed and drove slowly along the road. Out of nowhere, to the thought of delicious puree, we mentioned that we'd also love to have a pure veg breakfast. Sakha was undoubtedly happy and sped up. He really is a loyal, religious guy. (mixed veg & non-veg food is considered haram tau; for them la)

Our next stop was Candolim beach and there we saw the high tides of water with no signs of opened water sports business. Then we made our way to Anjuna beach, which offered water sports at a range of Rs 2200++ for a package of parasailing, dolphin show, jetski ride, banana boat adventurous ride, bumper ride (this one was believed to be the main cause of backache, neck pain and wrist pain as we woke up to our first morning in hostel after the trip). We went there with a group of 6, making the dolphin show a much cheaper experience as we need to rent a whole boat for this. And it is quite advisable to go with pairs; 2,4,6. This is just to ensure that you're not going to be a lone rider.

Details for each activity can be obtained by contacting any of the girls on the trip. I can't bear writing this long post, and it feels like writing an essay, not a blog anymore. Albeit, an unexpected trip isn't always the best, only exceptionally more enjoyable and memorable. Thanks guys. I'm indebted.

Here's to more beautiful pictures, sceneries, reminiscence, shoppings, book-free-days.

J for ?
J = Joyah

spot the dolphins !

nelayan terdidik

husna mmg x jumpa dah blog ni ahahah

kuasa api


tumpang solat kat rumah auntie suraya, auntie mubina
& her daughter named khadijah
(keluarga imam masjid)

Am really hoping and praying to buy a camera real soon. 

Wednesday, October 4, 2017


Assalamualaikum everyone :)

It's that time again, when I can't resist writing about myself, though it had never been as interesting as yours, but well, that's me. And I thank God for everything He'd planned for me.

I don't know whether you readers have ever encounter such difficulties. But, fyi, everytime I write my blog posts, the title would be much of a concern. Haha, funny but true guys.

So, tbh the title was chosen because I start to feel that I belong here? Because I don't feel like I'm an outsider anymore? Ah, could it be because I'm beginning to accept my surrounding? Or maybe, just maybe, is it because I felt like I'm finally contributing to this community?

I'll just leave the questions hanging. Since I don't have that much time to write and nag, I'll just share a few of my favourite moments for the past weeks.

Fiqh Medic
Oh, before I "curhat"-ing, I do hope those certain people will not read this post haha. I'll be embarrassed if they do. (even if you're the one I'm referring to, you wouldn't noticed, *evillaugh*)
To begin with, I was one of the FM committee which was one of our successful and biggest events of the year. I was a Protocol committee, and believe me, I've never been one. 19 y/o I am, but the life experiences in between, were obviously insufficient. So, there I was, being new and confused, accepting knowledge passively, until there's only a few days left before the event.

Allah made it easy, okay. I was in a team with Kak Aizaa (yang comel, lembut, baik hati-please don't read this), Naim ( offer KFC tapi tak belanja pun, haih- sorry tergurau kasar that day), Tinah (my babyboo, yang banyak membantu, I'm happy we're in the same team) and Syaz (cucu ceq yang rajin namatey, n terus fit lpas habis program, haha). I'm so blessed to be in this team, and to be able to learn sth new is a definite golden opportunity.
Now I knew, how every smooth events are being handled. BIG LOVE for you guys

kenapa mesti nampak kekedingan itu?
bila nak fit ni? aiyoyo, I is sad

Naim penat design oo

paperbag tu pon ajk protocol buat kay
kraftangan kau jah

happy us

keluarga besar kami

aku post gambar ni, sbb nak cakap,
aku serabut tgok juz tu hah, tu je

Undoubtedly, being a Protocol committee, we should be present earlier than the participants. I almost got a heart attack on our first day of handling FM, because we were supposed to be there at 2;15 (1/2 hour earlier than actual event), but I woke up just to see the clock pointing at 2:30. Adrenaline rushed within me, and luckily I was fast enough to be just a few metres ahead of our guests. Alhamdulillah

There, that's one of the flaws. If you guys happened to not notice that, He really helped us through. Of course, it's nothing big, but I'm just glad for that. 
This is out of topic but always relatable. Even if you see those people around you smiling 24/7, giggling, joking like there's no tomorrow, trust me, there'll be flaws. There'll be times when we can't understand what we're capable of, we can't accept the fact that we're just human beings. Remember, He'll never burden you with sth beyond your sabr limit. Pray and never stop hoping, okay?

I just said that I really should not spend much time on this, haha (you lie to yourself alin)

Nope, this will be a brief one. As a SPR committee, I can't help being pushed to do the multimedia 'thingy', just because I was involved with it once. Nope, I'm not complaining, but I do have so much to learn to be on the sma elevel as Muhsin, Naim, Kak Sofea, Zuhairy. Thus, I'd like to thank you guys for giving me another chance to prove and improve. May there'll be one day when I can really design like a pro designer, amiinn.

(Nak tengok ''rejected poster"? Haha, mana tak kena reject, lawan Muhsin kot - ibarat kalah sebelum masuk gelanggang bertanding)

ni lah yg kene reject tu, harap maklum hahahahahaha

May the odds be ever in your favour- TEEHEE

Tuesday, September 19, 2017


is not a mere word,
it requires an act,
with built-up courage,
so as continuous motivation

isn't just a comparative,
it comes with value,
not to mention the countless efforts,
be it thunder and storm,
(well, they don't last forever),
nothing brings us down

is an undeniably impossible,
yet exist to give us hope,
that nothing is superlatively hard,
when compared to The Strongest of all.

comfort zone

So, dear self, be strong, stronger and eventually strongest. What may come, comes. What may happen, happens. He'll help you through, have faith <3

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Impromptu jokes

Hi there.

Let me first describe the situation. Alhamdulillah, we had fish festival for today and the menu was siakap bakar. You can't question the taste because obviously it was beyond your average delicious, hehe. So, here it is

I : Ikan ni sedap sangat la, mungkin secara tak sedar dah termakan ngn aluminium foil sekali kot. Ada apa2 effect tak?
A: Jadi iron man kot :P

A: Makanan yang dibakar dalam aluminium foil ni boleh jadi penyebab kanser tau
F: Habis tu takyah pakai foil ke?
A: Makan ikan bakar+karbon  pun boleh jadi penyebab kanser.
F: Gawat la kalau macamtu. Then, how?
A: Jemur je lah ikan tu :P

A pun beredar, tapi kisah ni tak berakhir setakat itu sahaja.

I; Kalau jemur ikan, kucing curi apa jadi pulak?
F&L&I : *gelak terbahak*

Friday, August 18, 2017

My magnificent rainbow

Assalamualaikum guys. Been hibernating (thought I was a polar bear, and woke up every morning realising I'm not). Nothing splendid happens. Well, apart from Yana's wedding, everything else were as normal as they have always been.

There's really a countable amount of good things I did, to name a few- completed Breathe written by Dr Beni  (a good read indeed), spending one whole week in KK (I love spending time alone with Mama cause I feel like I'm the only child, which was weird, but I was happy ha ha), sewed an unsatisfying pillow neck (this is due to the bad pattern, and it's obviously not my sewing skill that should be questioned #sispandaijahitokay)  and currently rereading Harry Potter series (dunno why I feel like it, but JK Rowling's talent is undeniably superb, oh I wish I had yours)

But as a contrast of the above paragraph, most of my days consist of wasting time, sleeping, wasting time again, hibernating. It's a shame, I know. Best to conclude that I am not strict with my attitude, resulting in regrets later and I thought maybe, it's my weakened spiritual connection with Him. The fact that when afterlife is nearing, it is hard to keep the iman level high. Pray for my strengthen innerself.

Oh and to future Fadzlin, be reminded that you should always be grateful for what you have, do not lose to your nafs, treat others like you want yourself to be treated, appreciate every seconds of your life, be wise, be mature, have strong faith in Him, be good - be a rainbow. Likewise, I wish you guys the same.

And here's to my magnificent rainbow :)

she really is annoying when we ask her to pose these days

mamatok n yam

yam's photography skill

umar mata bulat, comel yakmat

tapi umar tumbang ahha

we're less is numbers these days(in gatherings),
nvm, my pray goes for our reunion in his jannah

i made this myself ,

kak long nak pursue phd pula, all the best

twas, i seem awkward here

i love u both <3

susah nak pose cecantik sbelah mama,

i love this

umar gembira, ummi bahagia

geng layan yam

adik mithali, adik berjaya

abah n mama's new hobby

banyak sedap oooo,  struggled myself eating raw durian,
cause i can't resist the temptation,
though the fact that i have mild allergies ( gatal2) eating it

dari kiri : duktur berjaya, bakal duktur awak

when i was once the youngest haha
(been eager to write this caption)

sapotlah nelayan tempatan

travelled by bus,
the panas best described with : lit-lit

big, squishy banana,
posed by our world renowned model

saya tahu saya comel

lompat tikam = jump and stab
pak ah seramnya nama kuih

I hoped that I can wave  goodbye now, but I'm sorry guys, we have some more coming. Oh,and for those who aren't interested, I welcome you to leave the page. It's not like anyone's going to be hurt by that. Duh

And like I said before, be grateful for what you have. Though I haven't had the chance to travel the world, I guess he gives me what I need most, not what I want. During my stay in Kelantan, I visited Yana in GM. Hmm. She's busy- always. And seeing her go through those oncalls, flexis didn't really put me down. I still hold my hopes high for what I seek is not leisure but the satisfaction for having the capability to do the best that I could do.

One more thing, do not ever judge things from only one perspective. Think wide.

ceq cemburu la yam dapat macam2 haha
xpe ciklin selalu je dapat main mainan yam eheh

happy umar faruq

she's got big love for water and pools.
And it's hard pulling her out
Caution: Maryam's excuses are wayyy to many when she denies sth
(good thinking, girl)

Maryam : Maksuuu ( in an annoyed tone, smpai herot mulut kau haha)

pose name : squishy


happy me

otak kamu

Alhamdulillah, at long last, this post ends here. It isn't that long pun, right? Wising you guys a very blessed and blissful life and may the odds be judged (favoured please), ehek.

And of course, you ought to know by now ( I'm not finished yet, really.when should I stop?) that my love for Sony MarkII camera is huge enough that I would want to have one but saving up would be my priority. It costs almost RM3k guys. And I don't earn myself a steady income to buy that. Well, of course I have scholarship, but that is not to be used like if I have salaries , right?
Truth be told, I need to buy my stet first. Could be my source of motivation , ey? Still have a veryyyyy long way to go, Alin. Chin up :D

My magnificent rainbow in 2017.