Wednesday, October 4, 2017

Belong

Assalamualaikum everyone :)

It's that time again, when I can't resist writing about myself, though it had never been as interesting as yours, but well, that's me. And I thank God for everything He'd planned for me.

I don't know whether you readers have ever encounter such difficulties. But, fyi, everytime I write my blog posts, the title would be much of a concern. Haha, funny but true guys.

So, tbh the title was chosen because I start to feel that I belong here? Because I don't feel like I'm an outsider anymore? Ah, could it be because I'm beginning to accept my surrounding? Or maybe, just maybe, is it because I felt like I'm finally contributing to this community?

I'll just leave the questions hanging. Since I don't have that much time to write and nag, I'll just share a few of my favourite moments for the past weeks.

Fiqh Medic
Oh, before I "curhat"-ing, I do hope those certain people will not read this post haha. I'll be embarrassed if they do. (even if you're the one I'm referring to, you wouldn't noticed, *evillaugh*)
To begin with, I was one of the FM committee which was one of our successful and biggest events of the year. I was a Protocol committee, and believe me, I've never been one. 19 y/o I am, but the life experiences in between, were obviously insufficient. So, there I was, being new and confused, accepting knowledge passively, until there's only a few days left before the event.

Allah made it easy, okay. I was in a team with Kak Aizaa (yang comel, lembut, baik hati-please don't read this), Naim ( offer KFC tapi tak belanja pun, haih- sorry tergurau kasar that day), Tinah (my babyboo, yang banyak membantu, I'm happy we're in the same team) and Syaz (cucu ceq yang rajin namatey, n terus fit lpas habis program, haha). I'm so blessed to be in this team, and to be able to learn sth new is a definite golden opportunity.
Now I knew, how every smooth events are being handled. BIG LOVE for you guys

kenapa mesti nampak kekedingan itu?
bila nak fit ni? aiyoyo, I is sad

Naim penat design oo

paperbag tu pon ajk protocol buat kay
kraftangan kau jah

happy us

keluarga besar kami

aku post gambar ni, sbb nak cakap,
aku serabut tgok juz tu hah, tu je

Undoubtedly, being a Protocol committee, we should be present earlier than the participants. I almost got a heart attack on our first day of handling FM, because we were supposed to be there at 2;15 (1/2 hour earlier than actual event), but I woke up just to see the clock pointing at 2:30. Adrenaline rushed within me, and luckily I was fast enough to be just a few metres ahead of our guests. Alhamdulillah

There, that's one of the flaws. If you guys happened to not notice that, He really helped us through. Of course, it's nothing big, but I'm just glad for that. 
This is out of topic but always relatable. Even if you see those people around you smiling 24/7, giggling, joking like there's no tomorrow, trust me, there'll be flaws. There'll be times when we can't understand what we're capable of, we can't accept the fact that we're just human beings. Remember, He'll never burden you with sth beyond your sabr limit. Pray and never stop hoping, okay?


I just said that I really should not spend much time on this, haha (you lie to yourself alin)


SPR
Nope, this will be a brief one. As a SPR committee, I can't help being pushed to do the multimedia 'thingy', just because I was involved with it once. Nope, I'm not complaining, but I do have so much to learn to be on the sma elevel as Muhsin, Naim, Kak Sofea, Zuhairy. Thus, I'd like to thank you guys for giving me another chance to prove and improve. May there'll be one day when I can really design like a pro designer, amiinn.

(Nak tengok ''rejected poster"? Haha, mana tak kena reject, lawan Muhsin kot - ibarat kalah sebelum masuk gelanggang bertanding)

ni lah yg kene reject tu, harap maklum hahahahahaha

May the odds be ever in your favour- TEEHEE


Tuesday, September 19, 2017

whispers

Strong,
is not a mere word,
it requires an act,
with built-up courage,
so as continuous motivation

Stronger,
isn't just a comparative,
it comes with value,
not to mention the countless efforts,
be it thunder and storm,
(well, they don't last forever),
nothing brings us down

Strongest,
is an undeniably impossible,
yet exist to give us hope,
that nothing is superlatively hard,
when compared to The Strongest of all.




comfort zone













So, dear self, be strong, stronger and eventually strongest. What may come, comes. What may happen, happens. He'll help you through, have faith <3

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Impromptu jokes

Hi there.

Let me first describe the situation. Alhamdulillah, we had fish festival for today and the menu was siakap bakar. You can't question the taste because obviously it was beyond your average delicious, hehe. So, here it is

1.
I : Ikan ni sedap sangat la, mungkin secara tak sedar dah termakan ngn aluminium foil sekali kot. Ada apa2 effect tak?
A: Jadi iron man kot :P

2.
A: Makanan yang dibakar dalam aluminium foil ni boleh jadi penyebab kanser tau
F: Habis tu takyah pakai foil ke?
A: Makan ikan bakar+karbon  pun boleh jadi penyebab kanser.
F: Gawat la kalau macamtu. Then, how?
A: Jemur je lah ikan tu :P

A pun beredar, tapi kisah ni tak berakhir setakat itu sahaja.

I; Kalau jemur ikan, kucing curi apa jadi pulak?
F&L&I : *gelak terbahak*

Friday, August 18, 2017

My magnificent rainbow

Assalamualaikum guys. Been hibernating (thought I was a polar bear, and woke up every morning realising I'm not). Nothing splendid happens. Well, apart from Yana's wedding, everything else were as normal as they have always been.

There's really a countable amount of good things I did, to name a few- completed Breathe written by Dr Beni  (a good read indeed), spending one whole week in KK (I love spending time alone with Mama cause I feel like I'm the only child, which was weird, but I was happy ha ha), sewed an unsatisfying pillow neck (this is due to the bad pattern, and it's obviously not my sewing skill that should be questioned #sispandaijahitokay)  and currently rereading Harry Potter series (dunno why I feel like it, but JK Rowling's talent is undeniably superb, oh I wish I had yours)


But as a contrast of the above paragraph, most of my days consist of wasting time, sleeping, wasting time again, hibernating. It's a shame, I know. Best to conclude that I am not strict with my attitude, resulting in regrets later and I thought maybe, it's my weakened spiritual connection with Him. The fact that when afterlife is nearing, it is hard to keep the iman level high. Pray for my strengthen innerself.

Oh and to future Fadzlin, be reminded that you should always be grateful for what you have, do not lose to your nafs, treat others like you want yourself to be treated, appreciate every seconds of your life, be wise, be mature, have strong faith in Him, be good - be a rainbow. Likewise, I wish you guys the same.

And here's to my magnificent rainbow :)

she really is annoying when we ask her to pose these days

mamatok n yam

yam's photography skill

umar mata bulat, comel yakmat

tapi umar tumbang ahha

we're less is numbers these days(in gatherings),
nvm, my pray goes for our reunion in his jannah

i made this myself ,
#siscubauntuktakriak

kak long nak pursue phd pula, all the best


twas, i seem awkward here

i love u both <3

susah nak pose cecantik sbelah mama,
#sayaanaksolehah
#nakmamanampakcantik
#padahalmemangxretipose

i love this

umar gembira, ummi bahagia

geng layan yam

adik mithali, adik berjaya

abah n mama's new hobby

banyak sedap oooo,  struggled myself eating raw durian,
cause i can't resist the temptation,
though the fact that i have mild allergies ( gatal2) eating it

dari kiri : duktur berjaya, bakal duktur awak

when i was once the youngest haha
(been eager to write this caption)

sapotlah nelayan tempatan
#pegangikanponterbalik

travelled by bus,
the panas best described with : lit-lit

big, squishy banana,
posed by our world renowned model

saya tahu saya comel
#mungkintaksangat



lompat tikam = jump and stab
pak ah seramnya nama kuih



I hoped that I can wave  goodbye now, but I'm sorry guys, we have some more coming. Oh,and for those who aren't interested, I welcome you to leave the page. It's not like anyone's going to be hurt by that. Duh

And like I said before, be grateful for what you have. Though I haven't had the chance to travel the world, I guess he gives me what I need most, not what I want. During my stay in Kelantan, I visited Yana in GM. Hmm. She's busy- always. And seeing her go through those oncalls, flexis didn't really put me down. I still hold my hopes high for what I seek is not leisure but the satisfaction for having the capability to do the best that I could do.

One more thing, do not ever judge things from only one perspective. Think wide.

ceq cemburu la yam dapat macam2 haha
xpe ciklin selalu je dapat main mainan yam eheh

happy umar faruq



she's got big love for water and pools.
And it's hard pulling her out
Caution: Maryam's excuses are wayyy to many when she denies sth
(good thinking, girl)


Maryam : Maksuuu ( in an annoyed tone, smpai herot mulut kau haha)

pose name : squishy

<3



happy me

otak kamu


#nibarulahperfectlightingsisxlehresistnakselfiepakputihsumeorang
Alhamdulillah, at long last, this post ends here. It isn't that long pun, right? Wising you guys a very blessed and blissful life and may the odds be judged (favoured please), ehek.

And of course, you ought to know by now ( I'm not finished yet, really.when should I stop?) that my love for Sony MarkII camera is huge enough that I would want to have one but saving up would be my priority. It costs almost RM3k guys. And I don't earn myself a steady income to buy that. Well, of course I have scholarship, but that is not to be used like if I have salaries , right?
Truth be told, I need to buy my stet first. Could be my source of motivation , ey? Still have a veryyyyy long way to go, Alin. Chin up :D

My magnificent rainbow in 2017.