Friday, March 16, 2018

Promises?

So, it turns out that on one of those un-hectic days, I just realised that I might have somehow misinterpreted what a promise means. Hmmm, sounds so babyish right? Do flip to another webpage if this doesn't excite you.

Based on Merriam-Webster app, a promise means :
 - a statement telling someone that you will definitely do something or that something will definitely happen in the future
- an indication of future success or improvement
- a reason to expect that something will happen in the future

Then, I guess I really did judged wrongly. I'm pretty sure you guys have somehow encountered this quote before, 'I might seem quite, but I have so much on my mind'.

Since I don't say much, almost every thoughts are being filtered and battled over before they are let out of this complex mind. Before this, I thought that if he/she said he'd do sth, he'll definitely do it, because it's a promise isn't it. But, whenever I rewind the situation, he/she had never let out any indication that says 'I promise'. So, basically he didn't, so what on Earth am I doing all this time??

Obviously, I had never intended to tel you about the whole story. Even until this very word, I seem to protect some hidden but important part of the story, so as to ensure that this message is relayed generally and not specifically to anyone. I believe that I tend to have so many battle of words and thoughts whenever I 'suudzon', and in the midst of the battle, I tend to think that maybe this happened because of what I did before? Since what goes around comes around, right?

And if at times I feel like bursting with that hell lot of thoughts, sth whispers through my ears. "You did a lot more than that, so you deserve such a treatment." And at the very end of the day, I end up talking just to myself, reflecting my mistakes in hope for improving day by day.

This can be summarize into:
1. Do as you say
2. Never break a promise
3. Always do good
4. Speak only when needed

And I do have a question for you guys to ponder upon. Why do human beings tend to search for satisfaction & happiness wrongly? Is it because of lack of da'wah? Or is it merely because we love to rebel so much, that we don't realise that we're actually going against the 'hukum'?

Oh, dear friends and foes. Think before you act, please? Think and reflect. Do we really have tons of kindness to offer on the Day of Judgement that we keep on repeating the same sin? Repent, His mercy isn't comparable to our oceans of sins. May Allah accept our deeds and may He guides us through.
Assalamualaikum.