Sunday, December 8, 2019

#totd

I never realised how much I love the formality, the propriety, the professionalism of a cabin crew. I might just say that I'm inclined towards the profession because a big part of me loves to travel and 'bersiap'. But I guess not every childhood dream can be realised. Maybe in hereafter? One of the reasons to give up the dream is because of the non-syariah compliant uniforms. They are too revealing and the cover-up ones are not that beautiful (and not that syariah-compliant too) that I'd rather be in the Emergency department than in the flight as a cabin crew. 'Aviation-blood' does run inside me, but I don't see pilots and ATCs as sth I'd want to do. So, yeah. Ground handling jobs too are one of the earliest rejected jobs (in my list, because, I'm obviously not capable and fit for the job weyh).

In the early days though, I dreamt of becoming a teacher out of the eagerness to wanting others understand what I understood. But as years go by, teaching isn't sth I'm capable of (partly because studying medicine is not equal to teaching it to others). Or maybe because I just couldn't imagine handling kids these days. Sounds like I'm reasoning myself haha.

So, that's my thought of the day. Feeling the need to express myself as a human. And mostly because I'm lost in this vast medicine field. I just hope that I'm not drowning (even though I don't know how to swim haha, literally)

Oh and before I actually stop expressing myself (for this current writing), I'm not sure if this is sth weird or not, but if you want to know more about aviation and things related to it, I'd recommend you to subscribe Zarul Umbrella YT channel. Its content is very unique and interesting, and I can't say much, because I don't know how to explain a vlog. Go check it out guys!
Sorry to have you reading up to this word but have a good day guys :))

Assalamualaikum

hidup dan pilihan berpisah tiada,
persoalan hari ini dan esok juga tidak sama,
tetapi, jika berpaksikan agama,
insyaAllah, hilang gusar di dada


P.S.: This must be what Izzati feels all the time when you're telling us about your passion towards astronauts and the space, right?
P.P.S.: The repeated use of words reflect how expressing myself spontaneously results in a plain, boring and uninteresting post haha, mind me not *rolls eyes
P.P.P.S.: Oh Allah, may Nurfadzlin becomes a hardworking, responsible and diligent student amiinn