Sunday, November 9, 2025

I'm back?

Assalamualaikum and welcome back readers!!!

It's been way too long since we've last interacted with each other, right?

And the previous post was more than 2 years ago, right before I joined HOship at Pilah. I'm not lying, but honestly, I'm a bit conscious and anxious of my writing right now, cause even though I love writing, my skills has long be gone. As rusty as it could be. But, alhamdulillah, I am back!! Haha, as if anyone ever hoped for my comeback, lol.

Anyways, throughout the duration that we're not interacting with each other, there's so many major events that has happened to me. Like so many, that it'll be impossible to share each and every event with you huhu.

Let me list it out, again, just for my future reading material, as I've always loved reading about things that involves me as the main character haha. These events are not listed according to the timeline, but I'll try my best to make it as interesting as if you are the main character. Ceyhh 


1. I completed my HOship woohoo

2. I became someone's fiancee 

3. In my wifey era now heee 

4. Got diagnosed with mental issue (not proud of it, but very grateful that we've passed the hard phase)

5. Got myself a honeymoon trip! (Still can't believe I'm married, with the one I've been praying for, alhamdulillah)

6. Went to a babymoon trip too! (which I think contribute to expedite my delivery)

6. Got a bun in the oven🀰🏻(at the time this post was first written), and now officially a new mommy 🀱🏻(look at how long this post was just a draft haih)

7. Destined to be in ENT (I daresay not to hate anything too much, cause it'll always come to haunt you some time in the future haha) (but am always hopeful to be a full time housewife soon)

8. Bought my first car! Finally got myself a financial commitment πŸ˜’


Since my blogpost has always been my go to online-photo-album-dumping, it's kinda hard to choose, from which phase of life to be our main topic today. I mean, look at how many big events I've went through. Usually, it'll be that one gigantic meaningful event, then one blogpost is up. 1=1. Easy right? But this time around, we have passed all the critical time stamp. It was one after another. And every single one of them, carries deep and lasting meaning in my life and my heart πŸ’– 

I'm not complaining. My point is that, Allah has been So Great, and has always showered me with His immeasurable gifts. So, dear self, if at any point, you feel like this worldly life is being too much of a nonsense - try to brush it off yeah? Look at how beautifully painted your life was- and always will be, insyaAllah. Afterall, Allah is The Best Writer, The All Hearing, The Most Understanding. Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah.

So, here are some snippets from my engagement ceremony, somewhere in February 2024 

I've never been famous, but that's not sth I've ever wished for.
I am very pleased to have such a peaceful private life.
Tapi dengan anak2 ni, sentiasa lah ciklin rasa ciklin terkenal di seantero dunia;
semua dahagakan perhatian, macam ciklin haha, so win-win?

Had to zoom in to see who's who, but alhamdulillah thank you all 
for coming! 
Majlis kecil-kecilan je, tapi saya gementar dooh! 😳

I think I've never thanked you both enough,
for keeping me sane- truthfully.
Cause the moment we're told to grow on our own (literally),
I've lost my sanity sadly.
Anyhow, wishing both Nisa and Farah the best life could offer amiin <3

Uish memang saya lah watak utama hari tersebut ya, fuiyooo.
Terima kasih mama for the beautiful pelamin deco, I don't just like it,
I love love love it!

Hantaran daripada kami pihak perempuan.
Hasil gubahan tangan-tangan berseni aka mama & syerah.
God bless them for always helping me out.
Kalau dibiarkan jatuh ke tangan saya, saya mungkin minta pihak lelaki
untuk hias sendiri lol (Ho mana ada masa duh)

Hantaran daripada pihak lelaki.
Hasil gubahan bekas tunang saya - cause he's now my husband!
Cantik, tersusun, kemas seperti personalitinya, yang buat
saya jatuh cinta hehe <3

One with my MIL, I call her mak.
Really blessed to have such a wonderful family in law.
Allah Maha Baik, syukur

Saya ingat lagi ada orang tu tak sabar nak ambil gambar kita.
So he asked mama " Nak amik gambar berdua dengan Fadzlin boleh ke?"
To that mama answered, "Belum sah lagi, meh amik gambar dengan mak & mama dulu"
Semoga sentiasa teruja untuk menelurusi liku-liku kehidupan
dengan saya, walau mungkin badai yang menimpa,
janji kita setia - untuk ke syurga bersama-sama ya?
Love you πŸ’—

I did not just stopped there guys, I swear. But, after scrolling through a few photo albums, I just thought that it'd be nice, if I could just picked out a few memorable ones (from each important events of my life) - just to be included in this online diary. Again, for my future reading material.

So, till then. Buh-bye.

Disclaimer : For now, I'm not occupied with HOship anymore, but I do have a tiny little bundle of joy - who seeks my attention, like no one before. And likely due to my current upgraded status - I am not allowed to say when would be my next comeback - cause this little hooman, could really read my mind. As much as she loves my attention - I do seek hers too. My attention-seeking is on the next level lah, hehe. Win-win, right?
Alhamdulillah, subhanallah, allahuakbar.
Assalamualaikum, readers πŸ‘‹