Lecture : SHOCK

Assalamualaikum peeps!

So, here comes trouble!!!!!!

I am currently in the 3rd week of foundation block. It is the period of medical course where I need to put my best effort in pharmacology+EBM+clinical medicine. Am not a fan of medication, but we're not debating on how a medical student can just ignore pharmacology, right?

Honestly speaking, I regretted my decision making capacity. Though I do believe that what's written is always His best plan.

I'd like to rephrase what I've said before. It is good to be up to new challenges, undeniably. But if the new challenge turns out to be sth that is not your cup of tea, the whole scenario would be depressing.(is it a strong word?)

And due to current responsibilities, I do feel out of place. This does sometimes make my heart longed for home even more.

I don't intend to blame anyone here. Because initially too, I am not good with numbers, what more when it involve a few currencies and multiple zeroes. It's exhausting. And thinking back to the day I was appointed, it really wasn't a voluntary one.

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This question does popped up quite often now. Would I be able to relay my thoughts in Bahasa?
Practically speaking, I am more comfortable conversing in Malay than English. But preferably, I'll use English to express my emotions, thoughts, just so I am able to express 'em well.

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I just miss home badly (MamaAbah & SHIRAZs particularly)

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May Allah ease everything for Nurfadzlin, ameen.

Us

Assalamualaikum, I'm back!

As promised, I am here to write about my Eiduladha celebration in Malaysia which is much more meaningful as we were celebrating it with the SHIRAZs and in Kubang Kerian!

There isn't a bucket of ideas, stories to be shared. All I could think about right now is going back to Belgaum, leaving all of them behind, with hope and duas that they will always be in Allah's care.

Since going back to KK is a frequent occasion, all I look forward to are the differences. And this time what differs is the route we took as we were heading to Kuantan and back home. We had to drop our two sweethearts at UIA Kuantan and AbahMama chose to drive along Terengganu beautiful beaches. That night, we stayed in City Times Hotel, and though my holiday is quite short, I can say that it is one of the most repeated place I've visited during this 6 weeks. This part of the journey was delightful, as we get to enjoy the beauty of Allah's creation and squeezing in a lot of 'keropok lekor' (one of my favourite too!). Unfortunately, the latter journey was accompanied by all types of plantations and nothing more than that. And I was able to break my own record by not sleeping for the whole journey to keep Abah awake ;) Yes, we had plenty of discussions, even when the traffic was congested. Alhamdulillah

I'll just miss you more & more MamaAbah <3

tengok syerah gais

GM

barang penuh bonet haaa

masjid al-ismaili (kan?)

nah model saree 1

model saree 2

model saree 3 (tak berbayar sbb tak reti pose ahah)

model penat

at pasar tunjong

mamatok's house

this too

i know im cute , but mama's cuter ;)

anak bertambah?

masyaAllah

eh bertukor pulak

a must la, to ensure everyone's in the picture,
(sapa patahkan selfie stick ana ishx3)

BTS

I swear that there are countless selfies, most are avoided during browsing process. (I sincerely intended so to make sure there's lesser risk of you guys puking after reading the post)

<3

big buaian

pantai penarik, setiu

goals

yang nak kena tinggai

satar eating

psychic

bidadari saya

bidadara saya

As I said, the latter part of the journey wasn't as interesting, so my camera was turned off along the way. Old routine begins, Maryam & Umar will be 'lepak'-ing at Mamatok&Atok's house before fetching their Ummi. Here are some captured moments.

yam: ciklin amik gambar

yam: ciklin, ni pulak

yam: ciklinnnn

hadn't I stopped her, the photoshoot could last the whole day

binaan kaka yam

posing apa itu girl?

when you want to put all pose in one picture
tadehal lah 

i buat yang kanan gamabr tu,lama tak main lego

ni precious hehe.
kat rumah pun makan byk, mama masak, also precious, tapi opkos takdak gambq
spa pulak nak pakai tudung pi siap2, semata2 nak bergambaq, so not us hehe

Fadzlin loves you MamaAbah

This will end here.