An answered prayer 💘

Assalamualaikum everyone!

I could not explain, after 3 long years of not sharing & writing, the reason behind - why am I so eager to write everything I've been experiencing, right now. Maybe because I am now at home? Maybe because I am not chained to hospital life? Or maybe because of - no specific reason haha. I guess things that you do love, will always be your hobby. And even after so long, the interest remains. 

In my previous post, I've mentioned about this blog being my favourite online photo dumping place!

In my honest opinion (that no one asked for, but I don't care haha), it's a shame for this momentous snippets from my 'big day', to be hidden and saved in my hard disk merely, haha. Wasted just like that, if I might say 😏 What more since we've hired a professional photographer for the day, and the amount paid wasn't that little. Though, up till today, we couldn't resist bringing up the unsatisfactory service provided. When asked to give feedback, the team wasn't even up for negative ones. It's not like I bluntly said what was lacking from their side, we even took some time to rephrase our feedback, just so, the said team could take it as a point and improve for their subsequent customers. Haih. 

Aik? The focus of this post has just shifted? Arghh, let me get back to our main subject, so sorry for being distracted 🙏

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, after so many years of searching and praying for the one, He finally gave me an answer. A beautiful one. Just when I need it most. And even more than everything I've ever mentioned to Him in my humble, hopeful prayers. By Allah's grace, I have finally tied the knot, on 6th of July 2025. Which also means that our wedding anniversary would always be one day earlier than my parents' hehe.

For context, these dates are saved under one note in my phone. For my future reference. A lot of people say, guys are the ones who are bad with dates. Unfortunately, so am I. Not just my husband. And I am not a guy 😐Hence, I'll put up the important dates here, so that, we could get back to this post, for answers later hehe.

09/09/23 - First chat

26/09/23 - First face to face encounter

14/10/23 - AH first encounter with my parents

21/10/23 - My first encounter with AH's parents

16/12/23 - Dirisik

10/02/24 - Bertunang

06/07/24 - Nikah

So here are the selected shots from the first day I was AH's wife (insert 'Rasa dan Takdir -by Amira Othman, as bgm please) >>>

arghhh this handsome guy is my husband?
not gonna lie, masa berarak masuk tu, I was so nervous,
that I couldn't even look up to the aisle, to take a proper look of my then future fiance.
And mind you, this whole event was planned by me - the wedding planner haha.
Usually, the nikah ceremony would start with the entrance of the bride(which was me),
accompanied by the bride's mother.
It was initially supposed to be like that.
But 2 days prior the big event, my heart was pounding like cray cray,
when trying to imagine myself walking down that aisle, witnessed by so many.
"What if I tripped? What if my smile looks undeniably awkward?"
Thus, I made up my mind. I wanted my nikah ceremony to be as I wish.
And I wish to be nervous while already sitting on the 'pelamin',
watching my fiance and the invitees.
Tu pun nak tertelan halkum yang takde ni, ahha, debar weyh :)

The beautiful setup. Feels like in a fairytale movie.
Directed by money haha - literally.
Jokes aside, the decorations, food, etc was top notch!
Awas ya kalau guna ayat, 'kalau ada rezeki, nak repeat kat dewan ni juga'.
Awas! Unless kalau nak buat celebration 10th wedding anniversary ka,
baru boleh ok? 🗡🗡

Nampak ikhlas di situ.
Baik kan saya pilih gambar yang indah2 je, yang aib pun ada je hehe.
Moments before menggalas tanggungjawab suami Fadzlin uwuuu.
Anda insan terpilih, tahniah! wkwk

Saya bukan menyanyi, saya baca lafaz yang lepas nikah tu haha.
Jap garu kepala jap :))

Even though, I said I kinda hated the photographer team,
ada lah gambar2 yang memang boleh puji.
Contohnya gambar ni.
Saya suka, suka suka!
Cause it portrays 4 pair of hopeful hands - and a pair was mine, a pair was my husband's,
a pair was mama's and another pair was abah's.
Captured exactly at the most beautiful and life changing moment for me <3

Husband kata lama dia practice hafal doa ni.
Tapi tetaplah nervous and baca dalam hati,
kita aminkan je time tu heheh

Saat-saat mendebarkan, heart rate time ni entah2 mencecah 110 bpm.
Mujur ada ribcage, kalau tak maybe jantung terkeluar,
sebab nervous sangat hoho 

One with SHIRAZ squad!
Berharap sangat dapat amik gambar full squad masa majlis saya,
tapi kak shida + kids termiss atas sebab2 tertentu.
They came, tapi tak sempat bergambar huhu.
Maksudnya, orang lain lak kena kahwin untuk dapat full squad punya gambar ok?
Ati and syerah 🔜

Yang ni pula memang rare and precious.
SHIRAZ + squad kelate feat mamatok!
Sangat valuable ya gambar ni!

I loved the pose, especially seeing them posing like us.
Soo comel ya hehe.
We were the centre, but mamabah makayah are our
lifelong lovers + supporters.
Moga syurga Firdaus buat keempat-empatnya amiin.

Omooo, my dulang girls (missing Iman)!
Thank you sangat2 for coming all the way to Seremban for me!
Ada from Kelantan, Perak, KL - naik bas, drive kereta, penumpang tegar :P
Rakan seperjuanganku, or better - sisters from another mother.
At that time, saya pembuka langkahnya.
As of now, ada yang dah ikut jejak langkah saya, alhamdulillah hehe.

Booth ni bukan kaleng2 ya.
Sebagai seseorang yang sukakan personalised touch;
having handwritten wishes on my big day - is SUPER DOPE!
Because believe it or not, kalau majlis tu kita adalah pengantinnya, 
yang ramai datang untuk meraikan kita, kitalah orang paling 'touch-n-go' kat situ.
Semua tak sempat borak panjang, sekadar ucapan tahniah berbalas terima kasih.
Tapi saya sangatlah berharap yang we could all have proper conversations huhu.
Dahlah semua jauh-jauh datang, jumpa pun ada yang dah bertahun-tahun tak jumpa sobs.

Manisnya anak-anak tukang edar doorgifts ni.
Ketua doorgift : Maryam
Penolong : Umar
Mantap anak-anak buah ciklin <3

Mak aihh, putera dan puteri raja negara mana ni gamaknya?
Sama cantik, sama padan kot?!
Monolog dalaman : Oh, kami pernah sekurus itu hhaha.

Gambar ni pun mahal ya - nilainya bukan harganya.
Love you ma abah <3

Gambar terpanjang; Oddityx girls!
Terima kasih banyak2 sudi memeriahkan majlis kita.
Always rasa guilty bila tengok gambar ni, sebab banyak yang tak terbalas.
Saya dijemput ke majlis mereka, tapi kebanyakannya takde rezeki nak ke sana.
Again, thank you for coming semua <3

Acah hosmen pilah tersakiti kikiki.
2 dah kahwin, 1 bakal kahwin, lain masih menunggu update.

Ahhh, my kakak-kakak terchenta!

Presenting my seserians 🌟 feat anak2 nina hehe

Special ya Maryam got a solo picture ngan ciklin hehe

SHIRAZ 💞

Kalah drama akasia TV3 wkwk

Misc - these pictures below, came from various sources (not from our official photographer) but mainly form our rx1oo camera.

The setup was purrrfect!
And hey, I've always got myself a talented sister!
Syerah yang tolong buatkan the pink welcome board.
It was super lovely and personalised and cute!

Syukur sangat dapat lalu macam-macam fasa kehidupan
dengan figura terpenting dalam hidup saya.
This too is a privilege.
Tak ramai yang direzekikan sedemikian.
Thank you ma, for always being by my side,
for being the best role model, and for your silent prayers.
Tetap saja Tuhan yang mampu, bukan aku, untuk membalas segala jasamu.
Dan moga Tuhan memberimu, ganjaran masuk ke syurga dari mana-mana pintu.

Setup ni similar je dengan yang biasa orang buat, nothing special.
But again, it is special for me as it was my big day hehe.

Latar belakang tu sempurna sungguh ceyh.
Yang di depan ni, emcee kita.
Pak sanggup kah?
Atau memang sudi? Haha.
InsyaAllah, dah selit duit kopi.

Saya rasa momen ni sungguhlah istimewa ya.
Kerana melihatkan ekspresi muka rakan-rakan saya (di zaman hingusan saya),
yang tampak begitu terharu dengan pertukaran status saya.
Semoga rakan-rakan saya juga bertemu bahagia, amiin

Yaa, tu diaa. Di saat semua tersenyum gembira, terselitlah seorang Hana
yang taktau pasaipa mengamuk time tengah makan haha

Mama abah mesti happyy sebab mamatok dapat join majlis ni.
Lama dah mamatok tak turun Seremban , ya lah bukan mudah.
Mamatok pun makin berusia.
Hatta naik flight sekalipun, proses berjalan, menunggu,
semuanya me'makan' tenaga di usia mamatok.
Take care mamatok <3

Sayang betull tak sempat bergambar kat welcome mirror ni, in our wedding attire;
both nikah and sanding huwaaa

The sibss

With Hana yang cranky that day, 
ke sebab rupa ciklin tak macam ciklin hahah.
Ciklin akur...

Presenting our floor manager yang sangat bahagia di sisi walkie talkie nya,
cita-cita sedari kecil ujarnya hehehe

Make way for theeeeee - dimple couple uwuuuuu 🥳

One with Dendro 3 girlsss

One with kak nasss

And last but not least, my GG.
Terbang tinggi semuanya, doaku kan sentiasa mengiringimu.
Apa2pun yang berlaku, I'm always one call away tau.
Thank you for being my highs and lows. 

And till then. Toodles.